"Who Moved My Cheese" 4

Fear can be debilitating to say the least.  It can lead to all kinds of problems in one's life.  Anything from fear of failure to fear of succeeding can freeze us in our tracks.  I have to confess there have been times in the past few months where "fear" was and still is at times overwhelming.  I have found myself very much afraid of the "what ifs."  What if I cannot find a job? What if I made the wrong decision?  What if I'm a failure?  What if I cannot recapture my self worth?  Then I am reminded there is nothing to fear except God and God says he will never leave me.  I take comfort in those words.  Change has brought about many emotions for me.  Some days I am at peace, but there are those times when I am anxious to the point of explosion.  Through the tears of fear I can see great possibilities for my future.  I covet prayers and pray continuously for God's comfort and strength. 

By the way, today is a good day!!  Going to get up and get dressed and meet my brother for lunch.  I'm really looking forward to it.

Have a great day!

CW 

"Who Moved My Cheese" 3

I have never been one who advocated "change for the sake of change."  With that said, I am reminded of Albert Einstein's definition of insanity, "doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." 

This has been a time of sincere self reflection for me.  These are some things I have discovered:

1.  I cannot force others to change to suit my ideal person.
2.  Listen more and talk less.
3.  My opinion may be valid, but not everyone has the same opinion.
4.  Most importantly, trust God in all circumstances.  I'm not superman.

These are just a few of a long list, and there is one more thing that is so very important.  It doesn't matter what strangers think of me as long as those whom I love and care about love me and accept me with all my quirks. 

Now for the change.  I want to be more like Jesus before I disappear into the crowd. 

1.  Really really love God with all my heart and mind.
2.  Really really love others as myself.
3.  Always exhibit an attitude befitting of being Christ-like.
4.  Stop complaining to others about everything.
5.  Work on the fruit of the spirit in my life.
6.  Finally, let others see Jesus in me.

Change?  Yes!  With God all things are possible.

Have a great day,

CW

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"Who Moved My Cheese" 2

Like most, I have lots of "stuff" and have learned in almost 52 years how unimportant my "stuff" is to me.  Oh sure there's the comfort and sometimes security my stuff provides, but when it's all said and done, it's just "stuff." 

I have worked endlessly trying to protect, not "stuff," but my ministry.  I have held onto it tightly and spent much of my time trying to defend it and myself.  Now I can look back on it and know how foolish I was to think it was mine from the beginning.  I found much comfort and security in the role of pastor.  I liked the "position."  Many times I would look in the mirror with pride as though I was doing God a huge favor by being a pastor.  Yeah, yeah, I knew in my head that ministry belonged to God, but I still tenaciously held on to the role.  "Mine, mine, all mine!" 

I believe God placed a calling on my life, and it is still alive, but it's not well.  God has benched me for awhile.  I pray daily for forgiveness and maybe someday I will humbly find better "cheese."  May I be more submissive to His will and direction in my life.  Thank you, Lord for your patience and love.

Have a great day!

CW

"Who Moved My Cheese"

One of my favorite books is Who Moved My Cheese by Spencer Johnson, M.D.  It addresses the issue of change in one's life.  The next several posts will be reflected in my blog concerning change.  I recently made a huge change in my life and stepped away from the "career" pastorate.  For 30 years I found tremendous joy as a pastor.  It was my "cheese."  I suffered at the hands of members in such a way that caused great distress and regardless of my best efforts, joy began to disappear.  My "cheese" was slowly disappearing. 

Not too long ago, I too, went to the station where there was ample supply of "cheese" for many years.  "WHO MOVED MY CHEESE?"  It was gone.  My "happiness" had vanished.  Oh, it wasn't a quick "here today, gone tomorrow" event.  It was a slow process.  So now I have to find new cheese, and I find myself in the maze searching through tearful eyes and a broken heart.  Oh please don't feel sorry for me because I know my Lord has never and will never leave me nor forsake me.  Encourage me to have courage to strap on my maze running shoes and run the race I know my Lord has set before me.  Once my wounds are healed and my faith is strengthened I will proclaim the gospel.  I may not be a pastor, but my calling is sure as any born again believer in Jesus Christ.  "Go and tell, make disciples." 

My prayer for today, Dear God - show me where the "cheese" is and I will go there.



Have a wonderful day, I know I will --

CW